Jul 31 2008
The end of a long term relationship; we’re breaking up.
It was good while it lasted.
I mean, we had our ups and downs. The ups were really good, but the downs were awfully hard.
I’ve known for a long time he’s controlling. He has this “all or nothing” attitude that drives me nuts. Why can’t we just travel on an even keel - what’s wrong with that?
When we try to spend time apart, I miss him so very much though. I love him in a million different ways. While we’re apart, I think about him constantly.
The relationship just isn’t healthy anymore.
If you want more details, scroll down. It’s all pretty raw and kind of painful for me.
FOOD. I’m breaking up with food.
I mean, we had our ups and downs. The ups were really good, and the downs were awfully hard. Unless we’re talking about the SCALE and then the ups were really bad and the downs were really good.
I’ve known for a long time he’s controlling. He has this “all or nothing” attitude that drives me nuts. Why can’t we just travel on an even keel - what’s wrong with that? Gah. My relationship with food. Feast or famine, baby. Feast or famine. Where’s the middle ground?
When we try to spend time apart, I miss him so very much though. I love him in a million different ways. While we’re apart, I think about him constantly. When I’m hungry, I’m obsessed with food, can’t think of anything else.
The relationship just isn’t healthy anymore. The blood pressure issues, the pre-diabetes. The snoring, for the love of betsy!
So, um, yeah. It’s food. You probably knew that, though. You’re smart like that.
I have my consultation with the surgeon on September 2nd, at which time I should get a scheduled date for the procedure.
I’m sure going to miss food, man.
But… can I confide in you? Alcohol has been making eyes at me. At first, I didn’t think he was all that attractive, but after a few hours at the pub I noticed gorgeousness I hadn’t seen before. We’ve been flirting a little bit lately. I plan to take it slow. It’s too soon to start picking out china patterns, ya know?
